She finds inspiration,
Even after hours of perspiration.
Lingering thoughts of past,
Creep in late at night,
She pushes them away fast,
Not ready to give up this fight.
With a smile that never fades,
Optimistic, she has been for decades.
Giving it what she can,
Always making up for the lack of a man.
Responsibilities and deadlines, one by one,
Everything must get done.
No matter what is on her mind,
Deep, inner strength she will always find.
Raised me with caring nurture.
Protected me from cruel torture.
Granted all my wishes without thinking.
Responded to all my needs without blinking.
Cared for me with undivided attention.
Loved me with unwavering devotion.
Provided me with more than the best.
Lovingly took care of my without any rest.
Withstood all my tantrums and tears.
Stood by my side throughout all these years.
Showered me with an immense amount of love.
All this and much more than the mentioned above.
The sacrifices you made are countless.
These acts of yours were selfless.
Around you two, I can never be depressed.
With parents like you, I must be blessed.
Broken by the scarcity of humanity.
Disturbed by the spread of profanity.
Shattered by the depletion of morality.
Affected from the destruction of individuality.
Angered from the lack of compasssion.
Distressed from the corruption of passion.
Saddened from the proliferation of depression.
Tortured by the abundance of oppression
Something else you need to be,
pop in some ectasy!
When you are out of hope,
there's always some dope!
All these emotions you lack,
fear not- for there is crack!
Anything you could ever need,
awaits your friend-weed!
Problems you need to get rid,
find your way to the acid!
Need to get closer to death,
take the righ dose of meth!
This life is so routine,
all you need is some nicotine!
Stress starting to take a toll,
just down that alcohol!
Life seems so blue and black,
simple remedy- Prozac!
If you ever want to relax,
you can count on Zanex!
Another quarrel with your akin,
turn to that Vicodin!
Brain now needs to feign,
You are my inspiration,
through the worse situations.
You are my guide,
even when I want to hide.
You are my hope,
which helps me cope.
You are my light,
when it's not so bright.
You are the one,
when there is none.
Just set me free,
so that I can be me.
Just let me go,
so that I can grow.
Just let me begin,
so that I can win.
Just let me fly away,
so that I can find a way.
Our love was so strong,
Where'd we go wrong?
We were meant to be soulmates,
Why can't we go back and change our fate?
We had just grown apart,
What was wrong with the heart?
We were supposed to last forever,
What made out love sever?
Our love had nothing left to mend,
Why'd it all just come to an end?
How can you be so empty,
to say words that mean plenty?
Stronger than a dart,
enough to break my heart,
enough to tear me apart.
How can you be so heartless,
to say words that aren't emotionless?
bitter, tasting like a lime,
things that are way out of line,
this should be a crime.
How can you be so cruel,
to say words that are full of fuel?
hurts, like that from a blow,
bites, like that from a mosquito,
makes me feel so low.
I was eleven, needed to depend.
Two of them decided an end.
One irreversible dissolution.
Followed by endless transitions.
Taken over from numerous mutations.
Young enough to want same-ness.
Old enough to need together-ness.
Thoughts, wrapped my fragile mind.
Happiness, I could no longer find.
Memories, churned upside down.
Heart, burned darkish brown.
Emptiness, erupted all around.
Darkness, began to completely surround.
Affected from unstoppable tears.
Effected by innumerable fears.
Resulted in several sleepless years.
Life- harder to live, thanks to constant adjustments.
Love- harder to feel, thanks to countless resentment
Life is a challenging road,
it's sometimes hard and steep,
and sometimes it seems easier
to look and not to leap.
But there's a certain way
to ensure you will not fail,
have faith in your abilities
your efforts will prevail
Be strong and be determined,
don't doubt you are unique,
the power lies within you
to gain all that you seek.
Fortune sets no limits
to the heights you can achieve.
You can be the very best
if that's what you believe.
I know that you pity me, I can hear it in your voice,
I cant exactly help it because I didnt have a choice.
Now that youre disgusted at least tell it to my face,
And disappear out of my life, silently, without a trace.
Erase from your head, every thought you have of me,
Forget the pointless phone calls, and the soppy poetry.
Forgive yourself for thinking that maybe you were right,
Because all of those feelings you had, were doused in hurt tonight.
If you ever come across me, feel free to show your hate,
Slap, spit and taunt me, insult my looks and my weight.
Love can be a bitch especially when youre loving a
This is my final note that I leave before I die,
Not a morbid So long but a simple Goodbye.
I leave this world in a more suitable state,
For death seems to be something to which I can relate.
I feel like Im separated, not part of the whole,
Ive had enough of this life, if truth be told.
Ive had my ups and downs, downs more so than not,
Now once again I go down, to the soil where Ill rot.
Ill leave you all with some peace of mind,
There have been those who have been kind.
Unfortunately for them, its been wasted on me,
You were obviously all, too blind to see.
B
Messages of love and hope, she'll manually send.
Fellings of comfort and support, he'll continually mend.
Supplications, she'll lovingly lend.
Afflictions, he'll relentlessly fend.
Nothing too small, she won't happily mend.
Nothing too big, he won't easily bend.
Into one another, they will beautifully descend.
For the other, one will unselfishly defend.
Together, they will be, from the start 'till the end.
Everything they will be, lover, helper, and friend.
On each other, they will mutally depend.
A love like this there is no need to pretend.
I don't write poetry as much as I used to anymore but still can when inspired by something profoundly. Each poem of mine is somehow related to my life, what I have been through, and how I feel about the world. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!
Current Residence: Wesley Chapel, Florida, USA Print preference: Eurostile Favourite genre of music: Country Favourite photographer: My Heart Operating System: My Brain Personal Quote: I judge people not by how they fall, but how they pick themselves up after they fall.
Favourite Visual Artist
Frida Kahlo
Favourite Movies
Crazy/Beautiful
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Three Days Grace
Favourite Writers
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Favourite Games
My Life
Tools of the Trade
Hair straightner <3
Other Interests
Studying, listening to music, and spending time with my family and friends.